I could really use a pep talk right about now. This is day 4/5 since my last treatment and after doing okay today, tonight is starting to throw me for a loop. This is the time when I don’t trust what’s going on inside my body and a part of me is terrified something inside will fail. Like the little engine that said “I think I can, I think I can” that is what I will say tonight. Please God watch over me tonight and keep me safe and healthy.